When I decided on the sabbatical, beyond an overwhelming terror to simply get out of the current work situation, I had the following on my mind. Now, it is even so overbearing hard to write it down. I fear that all those grand dreams may be an urge to co… more »

I must have written already so many blog entries with the title ‘frustrated.’ It seems to be my main emotional make up. Either things kind of dally along or I get frustrated. I am very frustrated today. It is after 3 PM. I basically feel like I have n… more »

Yesterday was a bad day. I woke up. My left knee was swollen and hurt. It was not that my whole body hurt. I hurt all over. My back, my stomach, so much, that I couldn’t even count it, hurt. Mentally and physically, I was so exhausted. Walking to the kit… more »