Archives for: December 2009

Aiko of the Ainu People

by cowboy Email

The little plastic doll had a round head. The face was two black dots for eyes, two pink dots for cheeks, and a wide black arc in the middle for a smile. Her hair was black and covered have the head. A red bow and a branch with yellow flowers accessorize… more »

Desert Bloomers

by cowboy Email

Ridges were pushing in from left and right into the distance. They looked like fingers pushing in between each other interlocking. Yes, they looked as dry and brown as the dried and dirty work hands of a redneck pa. Only straight down ran a weak river tw… more »

Salsa Nights

by cowboy Email

Monday, I went Salsa dancing. Two things were driving me. One, I wanted to get more social. Two, I wanted to overcome the fear that had built up after the last challenging times. As I readied myself, I kept telling myself that I am walking into my own pe… more »

Police Officer Dream

by cowboy Email

It always amazes me, how good I feel physically and psychologically in dreams. I am so happy and engaged. In real life, my body hurts, my mind is exhausted, and nothing exciting ever happens. Last night, I had a wonderful dream. I was a police officer… more »

Day to Day Life in an Indian Dorm

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Hi. My name is Radha. I am a twenty year old Indian girl with brown skin, dark eyes, and black hair. I am a freshman in a Bangalore all girls college. I grew up in Hebbal, which is Northern most part of Bangalore. We have a large lake, which is very crea… more »

Starstruck Dream

by cowboy Email

I had another vivid dream tonight. It started back in Germany, in the house that I grew up in. I vaguely remember gardening. The first image that I clearly remember consists of red wax drops on the carpet. As my glance followed them, I saw the black wick… more »

Indian Dorm Life

by cowboy Email

My name is Sheela. Sheela means off good character. I am from a rural part of Karnataka that you have never heard of before. My parents told me the stories of the Vijayanagara Empire and all the like large empires that were started in our Indian state. A… more »

Cocaine Dream

by cowboy Email

Last night, I had a rather vivid dream that I enjoyed. The dream started with me picking out bakery and pastry goods in a bakery. I was really excited almost feverish about what I was going to eat next. Suddenly, I realized that I was supposed to be at w… more »

Veil of Anxiety

by cowboy Email

Being on sabbatical, I have arrived at a stark realization. I have about two and a half months off to party. I have done quite a few things on my dream list. Today, I went hiking through a snowy forest. Yet, doing those fun things are not quite as I imag… more »

Doggie Time with Kayla

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Her chin rested against the fabric of my jeans as a comforting weight. Her eyes looked up big at me, following my face intently as I relaxed looking at the TV. Her red hair was a huge pile up on her head with many mini curls falling into every which dire… more »

Saturday, Rainy Saturday

by cowboy Email

Last night, I was sweating. It wasn’t the kind of sweating, when the blanket is too warm. It was the kind of sweating, where you are cold at the same time. The body is sweating, because it is sick and exhausted. I have no clue, what my body is going thro… more »

PUA: Instant Attraction Seminar

by cowboy Email

Okay, I have been trying to avoid writing this article for a while. Funny, I thought that writing about a pickup seminar would be a really nice addition to my blog. Yet, it is hard to write about. The time before the seminar kind of sucked. I felt rea… more »

Dream About a Cruise

by cowboy Email

Last night, I had very vivid dream. The dream had also a wonderful emotional quality that makes want to get back into it. In that dream, I was expecting to go on a boat cruise very soon. The wonderful feeling was not so much that I love cruises. The wond… more »

Analyze this, Doc

by cowboy Email

Lately, I have been on my own at home. I went through a phase of physical ailments. They started clearing up and I felt like not doing much. It freaked me out. At the same time, I noticed that as I allowed myself to waste day after day, my body started h… more »

Another Morning in the Dream Journal

by cowboy Email

My dreams last night were unremarkable again: not particularly exciting, nothing fascinating about it, and not very vivid. In the first dream, I was in an old fashioned health food store. The store shelves were made from dark, old wood. The floor had… more »

Yellow Cake with Chocolate Icing Dream

by cowboy Email

I want to record my dreams again. As of late, my dreams have not been very vivid or insightful. Somewhat, I suspect that together with my writing stoppage, my mind may have gotten too exhausted. Maybe, the last months of the corporate job really burned m… more »

The Training of Kiva

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The white, worn, low sofa stood beneath the wide window. The window overlooked the apartment complex court yard with many hand rails and fences circling around a deeply blue swimming pool with a red brick rim. The neighbor stood halfway in the apartment.… more »

Being Human

by cowboy Email

As human beings, there are only a few things that we crave and that make us human. One of them is being close to other human beings. After all the manicures and tech toys that we run after the whole day, at the end of the day, we need someone to be with… more »